Alba Carrillo does not mince words. The former Telecinco collaborator has surprised the public with the launch of an autobiographical book titled Ready for Life, in which she delves into her past relationships.

Through this publication, the influencer has shared the hardest and most dramatic episodes of her life, placing special emphasis on her relationships with Fonsi Nieto and Feliciano López, two men who changed her life.

The Madrid native has taken a 180 degree turn in her life after leaving Mediaset and Telecinco, leaving the television world in the background. Faced with this change, Carrillo has opted for the world of social networks, where she can express herself freely without being censored.

She has carried out something similar in her book, where the influencer has decided to tell her truth. In Ready for Life, Carrillo reveals the most intimate moments of her relationship with Fonsi Nieto, the father of her son Lucas, stating that the reunion in court was very hard: “My soul has never hurt more than when I saw myself in front of him in court,” he adds.

In its pages, Alba Carrillo has taken the opportunity to share a most traumatic episode, when she suffered an abortion before becoming a mother: “I still remember the two of us crying while outsiders talked about our son,” writes the former television presenter in a chapter most emotional.

In addition to Fonsi Nieto, one of the people who has received the most darts is Feliciano López. Carrillo married the former tennis player, which left her in a deep depression: “At night I woke up with spasms and nightmares,” says a vulnerable Alba, who even verbalized her desire to end her life.

At one point, Alba Carrillo remembers how she verbalized her desire to end her life, although she clarifies: “I didn’t want to die, although I managed to verbalize it. What I wanted was to stop my mind and rest.” This confession shows us the most vulnerable and human side of Carrillo, who often appears strong and determined in front of her followers.